Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too"


I just got back from Boston today and had a fabulous time. I loved the city. Everything about it: the people, the architecture, the history, etc. I had a blast. I literally walked around from 9 AM until 9 PM every day for 4 days. Needless to say... I'm a little worn out, but I did manage to work on Tiff's piece and so therefore, I bumped my schedule up a week. This may continue to change pending on how much time and incentive I have to get these completed before their tentative due dates.

1. - Completed
2. - Nearly Finished
3. - Complete by May 24th
4. - Complete by May 31st
5. - Complete by June 7th

The time spent in Boston with my mom lended me time for some much needed soul searching... and I know now I can't feel sad for what happened the previous week before b/c the person I once loved is not the same person I know today... he's been gone for nearly a year and been replaced with someone unkind and coldhearted... I can only hope that one day he changes back into the person I once loved and move on with my private and public life.

Who knows what the future holds? All I know is that I have MORE medical exams in the coming weeks... and possibly a nutritionist to help if my insurance covers it... I have more than likely screwed up my metabolism... so this may be the only route to go...